two thoughts keep on running to and fro in my mind.

1) feelings. i know i said this so many freaking times and said i'd stop so many other times also. but than i can't help but think whether my heart is dead or just numb. i see other people being attached and happy, i don't really feel excited nor do i feel jealous. not that i always feel jealous, but its just the occasional short thinking. idk... strange for me to feel this way.

2) what happened to my super happening night life? when i either choose to go out clubbing or out to enjoy my fav starbucks? i haven't been clubbing for quite sometime and not to even mention about coffee. i kinda miss the days where its either coffee or club. music booze caffine boys girls dancing sweating gossiping. gees.

something isn't right in my life and it have got to do with this two. seriously.

and i need a job. part time. one that favours school's ridiculous changes in its schedule as and when they like. hello, we paid for your freaking salary, kneel down and listen to us instead bitches.




must stop the emo. soon.