Wednesday, September 30, 2009
; 2:38 AM
received emails all over.
and i'm with 3 options for my bdae with ma "ladiesss" lol
1) play. they got bdae promo. but its for fridays only. but 10 guests gets free entry. so cliche to spend bdae there.
2) zirca. sunday. vip. well. its either ut week or cny week or way before/after. booze compared to play promo, not cheap.
3) butter. flossy. great. booze promo, idk. well. its butter. you know what i mean. ut week.
for ma ladies. that one you all plan la hor? gawd knows what you guys want. =/
; 2:32 AM
i love the paramore decode acoustic version. niceyy. =)
well. renovation of my room is almost done. just need to put up a few more shelves and a new board and BOOOM! done. =)
meanwhile, its like chew weekend all over again. lol. today, tmr(buffet),thurs(hair),sat(maybeeee?)
hoho. fri jov's big day. yet to decide what to get for her though. and i got feeling shes gonna read this, so hello you... drop me wish list eh?
i guess i planned out everything well le. this week is all things good. next week is gonna chiong pp le. like seriously chiong. oh well.
Monday, September 28, 2009
; 11:49 PM
; 3:09 AM
after all this F1 thing, i'm relieved. i don't have any more commitments or whatsoever. just live by the day. do my pp. prep up for the wedding.
well. i realized that for the 19 years i lived, i can't find one thing i'm truely proud of. idk. lets hope that maybe 20 is gonna be a good start.
Thursday, September 24, 2009
; 7:16 PM
hmm. fri-sun f1. gawd. can't believe its so fast. hopefully i won't die there. gawd.
hmm. T. =)
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
; 2:11 AM
after sunday night and some talk with chew just now, i think i want to have my bdae celebrated at zirca. sunday. glam-ed up type. theme and stuff. and yes, nice and expensive invites. oh ya, bottleS of booze and vip area. GLAM-ed up. ttm.
but its still long away plus god knows who wants to go. =/
=)! ; 2:06 AM
Sunday, September 20, 2009
; 2:30 AM
i lost myself. who i was, what i was.
its a cruel world. when you choose style, you consent yourself to being lonely. to be socially different. to go out alone. go to bed alone. feel alone.
all of this for? self satisfaction that lasts for half a day. where the otherwise could last you days, weeks, months, maybe even years.
no i'm not emo. but maybe it was meant to be like that from the start. i gave myself that consent. to step into everywhere, alone.
Saturday, September 19, 2009
; 2:44 AM
its interesting how in 3 years,
- i changed so many styles. from military/esquarian/straight/chic/artsy/ and the list goes on.
- how so many people came into my life and left.
- how i'm always not taking enough photos with the people i love.
oh well. life goes on. and i'm happy with whats going on now.
; 1:30 AM
to sunday or not to sunday. somehow i think its not gonna happen because tim messaged me just now asking whether i want to club today or not. so by right, sunday no on? =/
flossy. bleeeng wor.
; 1:28 AM
down to the last 2 brands.
domanchi, POA.
damn.
; 1:28 AM
woohoo, i've been a good boy this week. please let the video be sent thru. =)
; 1:26 AM
666! =D
okay. since 666 doesn't seem to be a nice number, i shall use it to rant.
i kinda like my old fringe more than bangs now. =/ bangs cannot cover my un-tamed brows! =(
than now i look like every other teen who doesn't bother to look like they care about their brows, WHEN I DO! =(
okay, maybe i'm to obsessed with being well groomed.
Friday, September 18, 2009
; 3:30 AM
okay. good (sweaty) night.
; 3:30 AM
; 3:29 AM
okay. i shall keep this positive-ness in me until later morning when i shall explore PS for nice shirts.
; 3:29 AM
HOHOHOHOHOHO! everyone say HOHO!
; 3:29 AM
-chicken dance all over the floor-
; 3:29 AM
; 3:28 AM
HOHO! i'm so positive-ed up, i can't stop adding the same entry over and over again! HOHO!
; 3:27 AM
HOHO! somehow i feel a rush of positive emotions in me, because i saw a few photos and your blog. HOHO!
*this is what you get.*
HOHO!
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
; 7:39 PM
sunday bling? flossy flossy.
but idk.
; 7:33 PM
went to the training at freaking early in the morning, wasted half of my day touring around the same area for 4 times. goodness.
met up with S to go collect some stuffs. guerlain stuffs. woo.
not bad not bad. was a better start to my day.
went town and shop around so slow, i'm amazed by myself until now.
fareast,tangs,paragon,taka,hilton
met chews, continued shopping
CDG,fourseasons,shaw,fareast,cine,wisma,tangs,shaw
gawd.
starbucks,toilet,trained.
damn it. i still can't find my shirt. WHY
; 7:30 PM
urgh. disgusting disgusting disgusting. seriously, do you even know what is love?
still want to put online. "which should i choose?"
not one, not two, not three, but 7 options to choose from?!
seriously, is your life even worth their attention?
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
; 3:07 AM
just sleep. on the freaking aircon and sleep. i'm getting more and more and more and more paranoid.
i want your hug.
; 2:54 AM
after listening to the song in someone's blog, i felt something sore in me. my heart. i can't explain it. its not that i still crave to want everything back to normal. nor was it that i don't crave for it. i don't know. it just felt like its been grabbed. hard.
have you forgotten about our past? am i still in there?
why am i still feeling this way? =(
; 2:40 AM
i sorta want to change the pic on the right. but than somehow, i can't find any other pic that define me just by one look. =/
isn't the pic nice? shows who i really am just by looking at it. =)
; 2:26 AM
hmm. something wrong with blogger nowadays. or is it my laptop. i don't know, goodness.
its like not loading well nowadays.
well. friday got drunk. really thank chewchew for saving me, god knows whats gonna happen if hes not there.
i want to go on sunday, but i want to save money at the same time. plus since its a public hol the next day, i'm sure its gonna be crowded. crowded = not my fav.
its alrd 2.28, i have to wake up at 7 later. 8.30 yio chu kang. 9 smrt. training.
too much in mind alrd.
now, i only wish that you would just say yes. for now, i can see almost all of my fusses being solved if you say yes. but, if it does go out well, i think its going to be a lot more miserable. i'm half wanting and half backing. and yet, i don't know who to say. maybe can't say cuz i don't want to damage whats already there.
think too much bitch. think too much. go rest. you need to wake up in less than 4 and a half hours.
Friday, September 11, 2009
; 12:26 AM
tues got that f1 training.
its not that i want to whine, but its freaking 9 am at YCK! =(
; 12:25 AM
GAWD. long missing pre-u pic. =/ ; 12:21 AM
; 12:12 AM
idk idk idk.
i'm starting to see more and more people whom i don't understand how they can get into lv. they look like little twits bouncing here and there but than i am here, willing to look presentable and shit. but all i get is dust rolling all over my gmail.
or is that the image that they want to present nowadays? the twits. since i guessing 1/4 of their sales are also from the lians and bengs in singapore who are most probby less than 18 years old.
or am i just being sour grapes?
long missing post. =D ; 12:10 AM
still have some shoes. but than lazy to go and take photos of them. =/
Monday, September 07, 2009
; 1:19 AM
hmmm.
quit my job alrd.
yes just 2 days
but i must think of myself more.
gonna start traveling by myself.
reflecting
starting new.
clean up all the fuckshit that has been happening here and there.
i'm tired. i'm sick.
when is it even my turn to be truly happy yet again? =(
Friday, September 04, 2009
; 1:16 AM
oh yes. no emotions. no more. tired, irritated, gone. just no.
; 1:12 AM
me love work! =D
i'm gonna bring my laptop for servicing soon. damn little thing spoiling here spoiling there. tsk tsk.
than do my pp.
and more work! =D
