hmmm. was blog hopping and went to someone's blog. while reading, i realised that while i'm moving forward, there are so many other things ard me that i totally lost contact of.
people whom i used to have so much fun with, people who made my previous year so much easier to live, made my life in school so much better even though my ex is most probby somewhere near. people whom i don't know what type of relationships we are in now. people who motivated me, encouraged me, went thru shit with me.

am i just being selfish? or is it part of life where people tend to dull off after sometime? having to think all of this hurts cuz if i ever considered someone as a friend, it means that you are someone whom is worth my time. all of you should know that i do differenciate people into acquaintances and friends. not to mention good friends and normal friends.

but really. is it just me? or its part of being human? i don't want to live life having to everyday think that its all me me and my faults, even when i didn't do anything wrong.

oh wells. its just too much thats happening these few weeks. everything just rocketed since my bdae till now.

hopefuly everything is for the better.