well. was talking to noel (as usual) about someone (as usual) and did something (kinda as usual too?) and he said something that i felt was right. he said that i have been rather down for this week. i kinda have to agree. with me and the problems that is around me? i don't know. theres the ups and the downs. the ups was over and i guess the now is all the downs. hopefully this isn't the proper start to the new year.

hmm...still thinking of what color hair to dye before new years. its either the usual red or the ash colors that i saw at victoria secrets. red is cool esp the ones that i get it done at bugis, but my sisters have red hair and i don't want to look like the usual since last year. ash is something new but than i don't know whether it can last that long or would it suit my color. but than browns usually doesn't fade that obvious right. but than ash kinda common, no? =/

still got clothes to think about! omg. i don't know what style am i going for this year! i thinking of going british topman look. the black jacket, white tee and electric blue bottoms... but than i can't seem to get the jacket! gawd. plus i need to think of more than 1 day of new year! theres the usual 3 days. 1 for jie mei, 1 for sec sch classmates(maybe?) and this year there is one or maybe two for the poly mates! gawddddddd my poor new lv wallet has to see all this go thru! =(

but i got a feeling that this new year would be better than last year. =) maybe my birthday too? =P