why does this have to shoot back to my face. i thought i can tell myself that it is all not worth alrd and i can walk away. but why do i have dreams of you? and it wasn't pleasant dreams.
i'm getting sick of my life alrd. its nothing but empty. so what with all the nice expensive clothes and cool friends? i am not doing things that really benefits myself. wasting my life away doing and thinking about things that all goes back to you. i used to be able walk away easily, but this time its not working anymore. yes i loved you. but its not even possible. i don't know why and i'm trapped from moving on.
i am really on the verge of breaking down and i don't know whats going to happen.
