school? fuckagadashit. today is totally bull. culture, supposedly one of the 5 which i really am enthu into doing, and that fucking idiot have to put me in a bunch full of gamers. my WHOLE group except me is FILLED with gamers. last week, i had to accept fate. i could not do anything but everything that was ask to for the WHOLE day practically alone. the vangard sheet, the powerpoint, half the worksheet. ME! i screamed for attention in the group and i only got less than a split second of attention because they just want to rest their eyes away from maple for a moment.

in the end? SOMEONE else was said to dominate the whole team and all i get? is negative remarks and being mentioned that i do not have a good rj. FUCK. SERIOUSLY I AM SO FUCKING PISSED FOR PUTTING IN SO MUCH EFFORT AND ALWAYS NOT BEING ACKNOWLEDGED.

chee bye.

today? lagi better. i told HIM that i am not going to do anything and i want him to be scribe. he said he cannot be scribe. i said leader since he "dominated" the team. he said no. in the end? ask someone else. fine. i accept. whats next?

HE IS PLAYING MAPLE! FUCK.

the others? similar.

now already 1 and nobody even knows whos doing the ppt. FUCK

there goes my grades for the day.

go celebrate cuz its the first time i am being graded so low for being in class. YAY!

trist.