well. retail therepy did work for me.

but theres something i don't like about myelf. when i am not that active, i tend to think of the past. and the first thing that comes into my mind is either z or b. it was when i am out with isaac, and we saw xiaoroy, i found out that maybe z and i are alittle too distant already. and when i think of that, b came into my mind.

but well. i made up my mind. i try not to be overly sad or something. b found someone whom b loves alot. even more than me cuz b dedicate songs, save money for anni, buy clothes for bf..things i have never gotten before. just shows that i ain't that good.

and z? well. seeing things i don't know whether its true or not. but i guess i would see one step at a time. should there be any thing, i would always be there.

quite emo arh nowadays? can't really help it. =/ i miss people who i love.

trist.