well. its my 333rd post. and i thought i could do something really special for some of you who are reading my blog. =/ but somehow it is today when i think that maybe i am losing someone whom i thought we could be friends for like a really long time.

hmm. well. Z. you are my best friend. i still remember how i got to first know you, how our first meet up was like, how everytime people say we twin, how EVERYTHING happened and stuff. you were one of the few friends whom i really would be happy when i go out with and someone whom i can confide with. and stupid as it sounds like, you are the one who taught me so many things that happens in this circle. i know i might be kinda childish doing such stuff, or i could be dumb, or just too sensitive. i just want to know whats going on. it just seems that you kinda changed to the type of art sch students whom i really don't like. those who are just plain proud.

what happened to our shopping trips?
what happened to our bitching sessions?
what happened to our clubbing days?
what happened to the friendship between us?
why are you keeping secrets from me now? i thought we shared everything.

i feel hurt just to even think that this is happening. cuz i do cherish the friendship that we had. and to consider that you are one of the people whom i really really really love. not the love love. friendship love. bro love. almost everyone i know...knows that i treat you as the best friend i have.

well. if you do ever see this, i do mean it from my heart. even though you might be laughing your shit out, but i do mean what i say.

it hurts alot more than breaking up with love.

trist. =/