well...been down for these few days. me and bestie,gene, kinda got into a little friction situation. started cuz of dumb reasons. but this time...its kinda hurting. she explained what really happened and i said its alright cuz i dunn wann to lose such a good friend. but somehow...she didn't reply. and we didn't talk for 2 days. and well..today it really got to me. i was seriously emo in school. i even went to a corner of the class to just sit there and have some "me" time and to think of everything that have happened in the 2 years that we know each other. well...seriously...if things dunn work out well...i think its kinda waste. cuz we had so much fun and stuff. and she's my only seriously fashionable friend...thats someone whom i have been finding to be friends for so long. if you have reading my blog for so long...you would also be able to see alot of our pics.
but she did talk to me alittle. but well...maybe i am thinking too much. i just wish that all this is just a bad dream ba. can't lose another friend like her cuz to me...she's the closest friend i ever had in my 17 years of my life. oh well....
just hope good things happen... :)

hurted.
trist.