well...took back my results for n le. got 8 for overall....so kinda dangerous. hais. sad but still have to face it. in the end i got so lost that i went to mrsgan to get advice. she told me that i can choose ite or come back...but better is that i drop one sub. well...still dunno wad to drop. still considering about everything. :( but still at lease happy that i did not get real near to 10. :)

today ma...went shop with group lor. but today also got add nic. well.... as sam said..she called nic to go with us to town is cuz that she wann nic to come back to the group again. its cuz she thinks that its been very long since we all decided that we would not be that good being besties. but than...like i had told nic before....time heals. so today it happened. but think that nic does not know that sam has this thought in her mind. wish she would know soon.

i also do hope that she can be together with us again. cuz its like i can see her being a different person with us. she used to be so happy when she is with us. its just that the whole bestie thingy to her was really important to her. but after the whole parting thing...she seems so quiet. so sad looking. its like the person is there...but the meaning to life has been smashed.

we do have many happy times being together. hopefully that we would have a new begining together all over again. :)

trist.