i'm speechless.
you led me on, you gave me hope. you showed me another side of myself. you made me proud and happy.
you and that cute tee. you and your cute smile. you and your sweet words.
but you disappointed me. disappointed me. me. you.
idk what to feel anymore. its all just numb and cold inside.
utterly jealous. but what can i say/do. nothing.
so just shut up and watch. feeling pain? fuck it. i chose to feel this way, i got to bear what comes with it.
i feel like clubbing. like seriously.
but idk. just won't feel right without you.
i finally know how i feel. its what i feared about all along. but i have never felt like that before.
but no. i'm not gonna admit or confess. because i rather keep it inside and not ruin everything that would happen.
why is it that i can give so many advices to other people but i can't seem to convince myself with them. =(
i think i'm going to go mad soon.
pp. and feelings for you which i hope isn't didn't started at all.
sigh.
who can i pour my heart out to so that you won't know what is going on. =(
