wahs. tired from having to help clean up the mosaic thingy that the school did for singapore records. it seems like nothing but than it took up almost half a day and we are not even finished. gawddddd. oh wells.
day 2 tmr and flyer too! finally i can get to take the flyer! omgs. hope nothing goes wrong. =)
come to think of it, it has really been a good 2 whole months. firstly my bdae, than comes the many many many presents that i dream of, than comes my own chanel bought for myself from my hard earned money, than came timo, and the whole new clique that is so bazarre but totally cool at the same time, than there was clubbing at zirca, drinking at tantric, playing at taboo, new play, stayovers, overnight lepak at mac, booze, homecooked meals, gossips, drags, screaming, highing, dying, bobo, hayden, wolf, kenneth, melvin, grace, fildelia, joel, chew, moses, edmund, adam, not forgetting vaness that we met on sat.
hopefully this change of my life would be good. i feel myself so much happier than before. <3.
xoxo.
*i hope this time, its gonna last.*
hmmm. was blog hopping and went to someone's blog. while reading, i realised that while i'm moving forward, there are so many other things ard me that i totally lost contact of.
people whom i used to have so much fun with, people who made my previous year so much easier to live, made my life in school so much better even though my ex is most probby somewhere near. people whom i don't know what type of relationships we are in now. people who motivated me, encouraged me, went thru shit with me.
am i just being selfish? or is it part of life where people tend to dull off after sometime? having to think all of this hurts cuz if i ever considered someone as a friend, it means that you are someone whom is worth my time. all of you should know that i do differenciate people into acquaintances and friends. not to mention good friends and normal friends.
but really. is it just me? or its part of being human? i don't want to live life having to everyday think that its all me me and my faults, even when i didn't do anything wrong.
oh wells. its just too much thats happening these few weeks. everything just rocketed since my bdae till now.
hopefuly everything is for the better.
i'm like watching paris hilton bff show, and she said something i said before! "people say mean things about you because they are just jealous of what you have"
its so true right? you go and think about it.
i is so in love with stayovers! all the booze gossip and friends. =D
little teasers. =D ; 1:31 AM
hmmm. nothing much to say also.
other than me being
VERY excited for tmr. =D booze, homecooked food and peeps. <3.>
oh dear. my blog is dead dead dead. =/
anyway, i am going to change the whole layout. looking for a good photographer and someone who is good at photoshop and creating blogskins. =) i want to do a whole bunch of photoshoots for my blog and fb. =D anyone interested to help meeeeE?