hmm. from what i feel and see, i guess maybe you are a yes and a no all together. i wish i am wrong but maybe its all not working out as i wish. too soon? maybe.
but i guess i'm tired. shall leave there for the time being. this time, for real. one small step at a time and i really hope i can be able to do so. this time, it shall be a me time. healing and soul searching. looking for a better me and hopefully a better other.