andrew or whatever name you want to call yourself. continue tagging here. go ahead! we'll see who have the last laugh.

holding on to too much memories. facing so much things. losing friends now and then. it all comes down to me being alone having to make a mess out of the things that i have to do all alone.



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i hate this part right here

topman and many dorothy perkins for the day out with me and jaredd. =D totally loves topman forever! hip hip hurray!

and so i see now.

should i? or should i think of something else? =/

karenn = tahboo!
shirley = POOP!
mochi = no eyes! -.-

who else wants to join? =D

i don't like this.

tired... nose like tap. gawd.

no its not my thigh. try guessing whos. =D

here i am. waking up at such a incredible timing of 6.30 am in the morning. thinking of something that i'm not supposed to.

i cannot imagine what is happening to me. OBVIOUSLY i should not even think about it but it still lingers around. hmmm...need someone to bring me out of that hole. gawd.

save me.

well. i was facebook-ing (finally) and i was looking at the art students profiles. i can't help but feel down and think why am i not even part of them. no i don't mean being part of that clique, but me having to be in a design sch. dress up differently, live glamourously, have great friends who talk fashion all day long, worry about my projects, doing things that i really really like and would be happy. i had support from friends, even parents from these friends. all saying "yeah, you should be there! so you."
it was a passion and a dream for me. to walk to school and feel proud of being there. and no, its not that i am not proud to be at rp...just that there are people who just don't accept people for who they want to be. those who are close enough would know that i have a flare for all things fashion. i even went to design sch open house more than the polys.
but of all this dreams and passions, everything died after one sentance "its better to have a more stable diploma" was being said out. whats there to life when dreams are not furfilled? yes i did have one of my dream bag(neverfull), but design sch was a bigger dream. a dream i can really see myself working in. working hard and high. maybe even to a point where i'd be well known for my works.
its just ain't fair that in this life, i don't get the decision made. its always people having to come forward and put their answers down as if i wanted it. what else can i say? its gone alrd.
*to my clique, its not that its bad knowing you all or what, its just that design sch means so much to me.*

i found true love that is here to stay! =) <3!

its not a good day. its really not.
i tried, but its just not.

to the pesty little fucker. a, andrew or whatever gay name you want to call yourself. just get yourself a bottle of acid and drink it. i don't see why are you even thinking that you are sooo "straight". whine here whine there, say people this say people that. i don't even see straight people doing this.
and what fake lv. what proof? where? show it before you come making so much of your gay noise.
and one last thing. its bisex. i think your english failed with your whole life failing too eh?
you are so much of a loser. don't even dare to show your gay face. poor you. born a gay yet don't want to admit.

seriously. i pity your poor mother for giving birth to such a loser like you. wait, i think i don't even want to pity anyone. i guess its karma.

i have a FUCKING MORON ENTERPRISE facilitator.
1) he is ALWAYS late for lesson. i comment, he say it is his facilitator right to choose what time he wants to come in
2) he say my ppt "incomplete" when i did alot. i comment. he say it is his facilatator right to choose what words he can say.
3) my ppt got my own views. he wants me to do another way. i told him my view point. he say i show temper and defensive behaviour.
4) i ask him to show alittle responsibility for being on class on time so everyone can present fully. he say he will not repeat what he say and will not entertain future discourse.
5) he say i am not improving
6) he say i am wasting my time doing such things.
7) guoming said that he fell asleep during their presentation!

FUCK YOU DUDE. YOU DON'T WANT TO TAKE THIS PRIVATELY, I MAKE SURE YOU PAISEH FOR THE NEXT LESSON. TRUST ME. I HOPE YOU SEE THIS!

damage is great (retail 599+169), but i is happy. =) when my neverfull reaches, i'd be happiest. =D