of all bags, i actually am attracted to this bag. =/ even though i have said before that i do not like the whole idea of LV and camo....i kinda like the bag. the whole bag suddenly seems so manly and chio. its a 35 cm bag too! which is bigger than the ones that we usually see on the streets. not to mention its the same size as the birkin that i dream of. =/

i will do everything you did back to me. you did what you knew was obviously wrong, and you still insist on doing so, i shall bring all the retribution back to you. and you do know that i will win this fight cuz i am at the advantage and everyone is backing me up.

so consider this. that you are losing and give up. and that having this type of friends ain't gonna bring you anywhere.

you are stepping on the tail of the wrong bitch, bitch.

i need to rest more. i am getting more and more tired to a point where i am emo-ing in class. no...not those who slash themselves type of emo...its those keep quite and not happy over small things type of emo. its getting more and more irritating. i need to go to the beach more often.

i don't know why my face look so gloom in this pic. but APRIL!!!!! THANK YOU FOR THE DOMO! LOVES! =D its sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo super cute!

=)

its science and we are supposed to do some detective thingy. but somehow we did this and HY didn't even acknowledge it even when my team is the only one with such a concept. BOO! =/

who shall be next? =P

berrrr~ =)

was talking to chai about my dearest taiwanese boyfriend, wilberpan. *drool* i asked him to help me find a pic of his new album...and he say he cannot find. he said that his sister told him that wilber slimmed down alot. so chai said this to me...


yc~ kept in the dark damnit says:
he don't want show u first
yc~ kept in the dark damnit says:
he scare u shocked
yc~ kept in the dark damnit says:
he go slim down for u


OMG. i cannot breathe. i know its not true but its so sweet. omg. wilber i love you. LOL

AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW-melt-

^^

my loot of the week! woohoo. yes david, you are laughing at me now cuz i am so gonna lose the dare you want to give me.

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now
I cry In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you

Hmm. Today was dress code day. Semi formal. Finally. But than not a lot of people dressed to that code, so I was as usual the one who stood out *besides kelson* =/
But all didn’t go out well as I wasn’t really in the mood and I was thinking about things that are in my head. And I felt that maybe I should just write it down so that I can show what I was thinking. Well..not all but about half I guess.
Raj – you have been one of the bestest friend I could ever have. Thinking back on the times we had, all the jokes, bitches, fights, talks, outings..everything that we went through. Even remember the times people always laugh at our convos about dumb things. Thank you for all this times and I do wish we would have more happy times together. =) I love you okay? lol
Sam,sheena,sini – well. These 5 years that the whole jiemei thing has been rocky with one of our sisters being excluded off. I do also appreciate having to be with you peeps. All the bitching, overnights, outings, bf convos, everything that happened. More years to jiemei-hood eh? I love you guys. =)
Isaac – my dearest famous blogger-cum-bestfriend. Well. Just like any of my besties, we bitched, had fun, and talk about almost everything under the skies. You were also there when I emo-ed…not really knowing what to do, but you kept quite…which is well enough. =) yea…I love you too. =)
Ashleyy – my dearest fashion friend. Heh. All these while you were there for me. Roar. We talk everything fashion, relationships, everything that what other teens don’t talk about. =) that is what I like. Thanks for lending me mags. I love you too eh.
So much love to give eh? =/
Eugene.b – well. We had times. And we chose to walk diff routes. But now I am looking back looking for you. But things are stopping us. But however, I did found out that maybe you didn’t really love me because if you really did, you’d give up things just to be with me. I would and maybe I would again. But I guess this time round. Theres nothing much to say cuz I guess you are into that whole puppy love thingy I guess. Since you are with a super young guy. I do wish for the day we could get back together. =/
Zach – my ex best friend? You are my best friend. But than I don’t know what happened between us that made us so distant now. I really miss the times we would go out and also bitched about everything and each other, even about Adrian. Also remember the times we clubbed and even small details like how that time we went town wearing total opposite colors. I do wish that maybe one day, we would get together again or something lor, because only you seem to know who I really am. =/
April and dav – well. You two are like two of the closest people I know from our class? Considering that I am “married” to dav and april is has my soul and I have hers. You people are some how the reasons why I stayed on in this school. Because I can rely that you two would be there if I am down or something like that. Don’t wish to lose you two as friends.
Evon – amazed that I would put you in my blog eh? Well…we do have our convos. And having to hate each other for the first day because of some reasons. But than, we kinda talked and got to know that each other and know that we have 2 things in common. Fashion and branded. You got lobang, I got lobang. Woo~. =)
Well. I guess for the others, you do know that I do think of you guys, but its just that I am too lazy to type everyone out. =/

Trist.

RP is seriously freaking dumb. why the hell do they even block webcam?! they scared students cam sex in class issit? so totally dumb.

Well. Another long entry that is gonna happen. If you aint into reading long posts, than you can start moving on to other people’s blog. Recently getting these impulses of typing my blog when I am waiting for people, either waiting for raj in the morning or waiting in the bus for my turn to alight from the bus.
Another thing I noticed everyday when I take the train, besides the bad dressers. It would be people who do not stand behind the yellow lines that are printed on the platform for god knows how many years. If you don’t stand behind the yellow line and near the incoming train, I have nothing to say cuz you are just plain stupid because your “oh-so-small” handbag might just hook onto some part of the train and you’d get dragged in. but the thing that is so disturbing is that these people do not stand behind the “V” positioned that is painted on so that people are to stand behind the V so that alighting passengers can alight faster so that the people who are boarding can board faster.
But hell no. being singporean, they are soooooo freaking scared they cannot get onto the train that they have to stand inside the V. and yes I am going to stereotype. I think only Singaporeans are so kiasu. What are you going to say that would make me not stereotype you? That you scared you won’t get a seat? That you would faint of hunger without boarding that train?
I believe if you are reading my blog, most probby you are able. Cuz I do not know of any friends who have weak legs or weak body. Come on. Can’t you just let people get off first before boarding? I am one of those people who can never walk out of the train perfectly without banging into someone. There was this instance where I saw even a better one. There’s this guy who brought his maid out and his two kids. Best thing? The two kids are in a pram. Lagi best? He must stand INFRONT of the damn door. How the fuck am I supposed to move out of the train? You try and tell me. *I hope someone reads this blog and show it to him and tell him how totally stupid he really is*.
Come on. If you can’t get a seat, than take it as an exercise la! Cannot stand for awhile, don’t want to exercise, still wann to say why Singaporean ns boys are getting sick and dying. And if you are handicap, I am dead sure that someone, SOMEONE will give you their seats. Hello. You want to tell me you don’t know how to differenciate between a 60 year old woman I can understand. But I am dead sure that you know what are crutches. No, not clutch bags. The handicap thingy.
just let people go first? Than you can enjoy walking in in whatever way of walking you want to. I’m dead sure that you Singaporeans are more stronger than what I think. And I am dead sure you can stand for less than 1 hour because trains go from one point to another in around 1 hour. Can stand so long in a queue to wait for food but cannot stand in the mrt if no space. Totally stupid.

Omg. I am getting fatter and fatter by the moment. I shall start buying shorts and shoes and start running around in sch with chris. Since he said that he wann to start jogging. I need to start running. =/

Well. Here I am at jurong east waiting for bestie. Cuz as usual I am early and she is late. Anyway, I was taking the train quite often nowadays and I was observing things that are so disturbing that I decided that maybe I should take out my laptop and blog about it since I am dying to show my hatred. =/
Well. Its about office workers. I’m sure when you are taking the train around 8-10am, and you don’t sleep during the whole journey, I’m sure you would agree to my this statement. Singaporeans are boring dressers. Yes I will hear people saying that they are conservative or they just don’t have so much money like me to spend on so much clothes. But than its worse than that.
So what spurred my hatred towards Singaporean office worker’s dressing? The dull solid color shirts. And they are standard. Only blue or white. Once in awhile you’d see a purple. Omg. I’m sure that these people are earning more than 2-3k a month. Minus the fact that there is the tax here and there, transport, retirement funds and whatever shit, I’m sure they would have about 500-1k left? Hello….its more than enough to buy at lease 2 shirts anywhere you can think of.
Well. Its not really that they bother me because they dress so boring (but you all know it does), its just that i feel that having to look smart and presentable is a part of office wear ain’t I right? I don’t see which part of chunky boots-like leather shoes and zinc bags matches the whole idea and how it can bring out the whole smart and presentable idea. At lease wear a fitted shirt(not 2 sizes bigger), fitted pants(not baggy), and nice pair of half pointed shoes would look great already. Not to forget the nice leather bag. Gosh. Typing on the train about this, I guess people would think that I am crazy or something.
Besides the guys, there are also the ladies. Gosh. I don’t even know how to say this. If you ARE a WOMAN, you should at lease know your color co-ordination or at lease know what to match with. I totally do not see how green is supposed to match pink. Even if I do, I would never approve of that combination cuz its just really stupid. Gosh! And one more thing ladies, having to own a branded bag, ain’t gonna make your dressing any nicer. *roll eyes* you are just spoiling the beauty of the bag.
I just feel that since you have the ability to earn so much and have a good job, why torture yourself with clothes that make you sound more like “boring” than “woo”. Well, maybe torture is a over-statement of what you people feel, but it’s a perfect word to use for me. I just feel that they should dress well laaaaa. Bah.~

i tried. but you want this to happen. i shall disappear off then.

i'm tired. feel like sleeping. thats why i blogging at lease i having more blood flowing into my ever-so-lazy brain. =/