so many papers passed by already. and i'm left with 3 more.

wow. its so fast. and its going so fast i'm still lost. i'm all around everywhere and i think maybe i finally know who are the people whom i really should be and whom i really shouldn't think too much about. its time for me to let go of everything i don't want to be in contact with. so i could leave this place without worries and without being sad over it. cuz 11 years of my life has gone by...11 years of trying this hard. its time for me to just let it all go and stop trying. whats the use for being someone "typical"? i should be myself and see who likes me. no more trying so hard. no more sadness.

i shall start to really live life now! MY life.

well. tmr is phy and going to interview for job. loo loo loo. :P

trist.